motzash

you know when your tired but you dont want to go to sleep cuz u dont want tomorrow to come? Well, thats what i am now... it sounds funny but im dreading tomorrow cuz i have 4-5(if u consider torah) free hours. like doesnt everyone want free periods... well not me. im sick of them. i wish i could be home... baking instead. its so exciting... i am really working... its such a weird thing the I am in 12th gr. and have opened a business already. You can look at some of the things ive done at www.gingycookies.blogspot.com like the name? (help from etana...) so what have i done latley?
thursday i went to the gym... took the 417 there straight from jr-m. u would think that it would be a short bus ride, you thought wrong, we got out of school at 415, i accually left a few mins early to catch the 415...21. and i got to the gym at 610. its crazy. i could have walked faster. stam. well i went to the gym, i dont like going but a girls got to do what a girls got to do... i went home and showered, eat supper, and watched charlie and the chocolate factory... stupid movie.
on friday i woke up at like 545 to use the loo and of course i couldnt fall back asleep so i decided to make something for yael who was having a major math test later that day. so i put up my famous boreka that she loves. and i wrote a really nice poem (i didnt write it but...) and i gave her a cup with coffee and hot cocoa mix o have a hot drink and i gave her a persimin (yes i know it eats away at ur digestive system... but its yummy) and i gave her the sticky eyeball thing. it was really cool. i wish i had myself as a friend.
this is the poem that i gave her...

When the weather suits you not,
Try smiling.
When your coffee isn’t hot,
Try smiling.
When your neighbors don’t do right,
Or your relatives all fight,
Sure ‘tis hard, but then you might
Try smiling.
Doesn’t change the thing, of course--
Just smiling.
But cannot make them worse--
Just smiling.
And it seems to help your case,
Brightens up a gloomy place,
Then, it sort o’ rests your face--
Just smiling.

i really like it! well yah then i baked alot... cup cakes, cake for tamars bday which i found out is not this sunday (tomorrow) but in like 2 weeks... and i iced etana's cookies... they are soooooo gorgeous! and we started making the cocolate molds for fri's BM. its sooo cute... they are going to be 'confetti' on the tables (they are little tefillin shaped chocolates).
i got ready for shabbos and after we betched licht i went to yael. we walked to shul, but i went to the wolffs to play with the kids instead. they are so cute. i love them. tehilla,5, was telling me the story of 'akeydat yitzchak' she was telling me it as if i never learnt it before.it was so cute. she just talked for no joke 15 mins straight.
we ate at the goldfards and it was really nice. i went to the park and noone was out yet so i went to yael. sara was here already and yaels friend stefanie from america. we went out and sat on the side of the street and talked. we then moved to the park.on the way we passessome of yaels friends (from america) and talked to them. they we two guys. i mean i try really really hard to be dan li caf zechut but this was past me, maybe someone can help me. this guy was telling us that he was talking to his israeli madrich in yeshiva and he was telling him that he (this guy) doesnt have to go to the army in israel cuz he is 'privliged'- hes american so there fore his job is to support the economy. so he said that he doesnt have to fgo to the army cuz he supports the economy... im sorry but this is the reason i have something against america!!!!
well after getting fed up with americans (10 mins) later, i went home to sleep.
this morn i stayed home and davened at home and then we went to the knappels for lunch. it was really fun. they are so normal! i left lunch early in order to go volunteer. for anyone who doesnt know i volunteer at a safe house (a shelter for women who are running away from their abussive husbands). so i c=go and play with a certain girl on shabbosim. well anyway i got there and they told me that there is a new family and that one of the old families sre going back home. its really hard for me... like im going to missthe kids. i dont know if i should be happy or sad. happy cuz they are going to a normal life but sad cuz i wont see them again! i dont know what to think. well i went home at like 315. and slep ttill shabbos was over. after shabbos was over i watched harry potter with sammy again. its good and bad. like the special effedts were really good but they left out so many important things!
well i guess im tired and tomorrow is going to come anyway... so shavua tov likolam!